3 THINGS

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Over a week ago one morning I noticed I had sore throat and since then I have been at Dante's little hell. If sore throat wasn't enough with dry cough and sleepless nights, my vacuum cleaner decided to give up with life. Suddenly while vacuuming vacuum cleaner started to make strange noice and grey smoke was coming out of it. Thankfully I had one year left from my guarantee period and I already sent my dear vacuum cleaner to Helsinki for repair. But honestly... I don't remember when I would have ever had this bad flu. Two weeks! Little by little I have crawled back to earth from little hell. I feel so much better already, but still sometimes I get little cough attacks. Anyway, here is my little 3 things list for Sunday.

3 things, I like...
books, dogs and traveling

3 things, I don't like...
ironing bed sheet, afternoon nap and huge law books

3 things, I did at weekend...
I went at work, went to Ukkosmaine gig and read a book

3 things, I can do...
Keep my house clean (every day!), fight myself through from life's different obstacles and write

3 things, I can't do...
let go of stress, not overthink everything I do and stop squeezing black heads from my face

3 things, I would like to learn to do...
Speak fluently Japanese, let go of stress and learn how to surf

3 things, I should do...
do my bachelor degree, sew patches and buy box for my socks

3 things (and more), I stress about...
what should I do after school, where should I move, what is my dream job, do I have enough money to do this, can I ever finish my bachelor degree, can I ever finish that horrible class?

3 things, that helps me relax...
big cup of tea with honey and milk, good music and good book

3 things, I talk about a lot...
christmas presents, things I'm going to do and traveling

3 things, I love to wear...
my jackets, comfy Edward Scissorhand top and warm fluffy socks

3 things, I don't wear...
colorful clothes, sequin tops and too high heels.

3 things, I would like to get...
my dream hand bag, elephant mug from urban outfitters and new writing desk

3 things, I dream about...
writing a book, losing all negative people from my life and getting my perfect bookshelf

3 things, I'm afraid of...
Bob from Twin Peaks, heights and flying

3 things, I hoping to happen in near future...
graduate my bachelor degree, move in with my boyfriend and travel somewhere

SEPTEMBER FAVS

BOOKS

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Harry Potter and The Cursed Child: As a huge Harry Potter fan I immediately pre ordered Harry Potter and The Cursed Child when it was possible. First sad thing, J.K.Rowling didn't write this. So I understand the sad feelings of other fans, Harry Potter and The Cursed Child has a completely different vibe. Aside from being a play, it's more mature written and well..less magical story. But I have to admit, I really enjoyed it. The Cursed Child answered a lot of topics that have been unanswered in my mind and it gave me those moments when I was gasping of shock and same time excited while I was reading this in my bed. In a nutshell, this play was supposed to be watched and not read. Book is good, but I'm sure play is pure magic. 

Cinder (The Lunar Chronicles 1): Humans and androids crowd the raucous streets of New Beijing. A deadly plague ravages the pollution. From space, a ruthless lunar people watch, waiting to make their move. No one knows that Earth's fate hinges on one girl. In this re-envisioning of the fairy tale, Marissa Meyer gives us a cyborg cinderella. And she lives in plague-riddled, post-apocalyptic world! I really loved this book. Is not going to teach you good lesson or anything, but it made me happy while I was reading it, and honestly that's enough. 

MOVIES AND TV-SERIES

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Hannibal
Fun fact: While I was watching Hannibal I usually ate something at the same time. There I am chewing my food same time when I see human body ripped into tiny pieces and blood flying everywhere. Only once I had to stop chewing and think was this scene too much, but nope didn't lose my appetite. This tells I'm weird or that I'm really hungry all the time, haha. Anyway, Hannibal is the show I found from Netflix. First season was insanely good and I watched it in few days. I'm currently on third season. 
Hannibal explores the early relationship between psychiatrist and his patient, a young FBI criminal profiler, who is haunted by his ability to empathize with serial killers. First I need to say this: Mads Mikkelsen plays perfectly a terrific Hannibal. The cat and mouse play between him and Hugh Dancy's Will Graham is a thrilling joy to watch. Visually, this series is terrifyingly beautiful. Whenever food is served or you see the interior of Hannibal's mansion, you get the opulence scenes, like they are inspired of the aesthetic of oil paintings. So far I have enjoyed whole series. It's addicting and well written. You should check it out, but if you find yourself having sensitive tummy pass this one.

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War and Peace
BBC's latest tv mini-series, War and Peace, is beautiful tv adaption of the Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace novel. I haven't read the book, so I didn't know anything about the story or the characters. War and Peace tells a story when Russian conflict with Napoleon reaches its peak, five aristocratic families face the possibility of their lives being changed forever. 
When I heard first time about War and Peace tv mini-series, I got excited cause it's somehow resembles of Downton Abbey which is one of my favorite tv series. I love old drama series and I got even more excited when I noticed two of my favorite actors in the cast: Lily James and Paul Dano. Six episodes went really fast and I must say War and Peace was beautiful and well made. It's a story about mortals, fallible, corrupt and yet full of love and hope. It's hard to review how good adaption this series made from the novel, but for me as who has not read book enjoyed every episode and loved characters. The cinematography was stunning, the costumes were incredible, the directing and the actors were just perfect. I think they nailed casting to roles. After the series I'm definitely going to finally read Tolstoy's War and Peace novel, but I will probably save it to christmas holidays.

Bridget Jones' Baby
Ah, Bridget Jones. Of course I went to watch it as soon as I could when it arrived to theaters. I have loved the first two movies and read all the three books. I was glad that this movie didn't tell about third book, because I didn't really like it so much. Bridget Jone's Baby tells a story when Bridget's focus on single life and her career is interrupted when she finds herself pregnant, but she doesn't know which one of two handsome candidates is her baby's father. Bridget Jone's Baby is perfect romantic comedy. Whole audience at the theater laughed out loud through movie. Movie is consistently funny and also moving from start to finish. It's not perfect, but it made me laugh out loud several times.

BEAUTY

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Philosophy Cinnamon Buns Shower gel and Body Shop Blueberry Body butter are all my all time favorites for autumn. Philosophy Cinnamon Buns smells exactly like chai latte and it's just pure perfection. Body Shop blueberry body butter is special edition, but through the year you will most likely meet it at every sale. I don't know why blueberry can't be Body Shop's regular butter, because it smells really good and every year you are able to find it at sale. I'm actually running out of this product soon and I'm little horrified cause next sale is after christmas. 

OTHER STUFF

Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Frappuccino
When I found "we heart it" page in high school, it didn't take long when I realized that Starbucks Pumpkin Spice latte and frappuccino was something special. Social network goes crazy about it every autumn and this autumn I decided to try it myself. I'm not big fan of coffee so I asked could they make Pumpkin spice frappuccino without coffee and you know what? They could! I was super excited about it and when I finally got my own pumpkin spice frappuccino, I entered heaven. It's delicious and super sweet. I wouldn't drink it all the time but few cups in autumn is perfect.

THOUGHTS

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Last few weeks have been horrible. I haven't been feeling very well and stress have slowly taken control of my life. I even got a free nightclub event ticket from the mail. I put it on my fridge door, even I know I won't use it. I will just wait until it's too late. Then I will toss it away, as always.
Week ago I received news that could break my whole life in tiny pieces. I could lose someone who is really important to me. Since the news I have been wandering in my thoughts. Screaming and crying. But hey I'm Fine. Lie.

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Viime viikot ovat olleet rankkoja. En ole voinut hyvin ja stressi on hiljalleen valloittanut sieluni. Sain postista ilmaisen lipun yökerhoon, jonka asetin jääkaapin oveen. Kadottaen sen hetken päästä sinne muiden lappujen ja muistojen sekaan. Tietäen etten tule käyttämään sitä. Minä vain odotan että on liian myöhäistä, jotta voin heittää lipun roskiin ja unohtaa, niin kuin aina. 
Viikko sitten kuulin uutisen, että voin menettää elämästäni yhden tärkeimmän henkilön. Elämäni voi hajota palasiksi, jota pikaliimakaan ei enää voisi korjata. Olen viime päivät vaeltanut ajatusteni kanssa, kiljunut ja itkenyt. Katkeroitunut maailmaan. Mutta hei olen oikeasti kunnossa. Valhe.